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[Apr. 15th, 2006|12:41 am] |
so um...
prom's in a couple weeks.
+ i have two dates.
+ my gay bff is gonna look freaking sharp
+ and a a boy i used to work with is..going to show up in girlpants and purple shoes.
+ i forgot how nice it is to have the windows down and the radio up.
+ i went to battle of the bands the other night. it was okay. my favorite part was probably dancing with mo. i wub her.
+ this is a shoutout to chella on her 17th birthday considering she didn't answer the phone last weekend when i called her
+ this one's just to say i have a husband (:
- i might have to find a new car. i'm probably going to cry. oh mannnn
+ my dress is green. i hope i don't look like a pine tree.
:D i heart you megan.and chella. and umm. you too |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
hmmm well...i'm failing 3 classes.
i like this one boy alot
i wish he went to my school
alotta people don't really know me
i've realized this
i love chella. i saw her today
it made me really happy.
we shopped at target.
:D
anyway. i get weird moods
and i just don't wanna talk to people.
but i always do cause it makes me happy.
i was thinking today about my dad in general
(this is what happens when i sit at home)
and i realized how much of an asshole he is.
although..i'd rather have my dad here ignoring me
than mike here being a complete asshole all the time.
i guess i'm not responsible enough to have a car.
fuck him. :o
late night conversations make me happy
so does getting in my car and blasting 80's music
i bought new mittens today. they keep me really warm.
and new neclaces. hm. ilovemoney.
i get my hair dyed on saturday. i'm waaay excited.
i think that's all for now. i have huckleberry fin to read
iloveyouall. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|06:01 am] |
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kayso..the past couple weeks have been really awesome so i might as well write about them.first of all i definitely got my car..well..oficially it's mine now. :) 85 transam. with looks that could kill. mike got his bmw so that's pretty awesome. target couldn't be better i love chella like a fat kid loves cake and she makes my day go by 98452439084574 times faster. too bad we haven't worked together lately :( i miss her. luke and i worked together last night. he was in softlines and it was a blast. too bad he's a fucking stud. and everyone wants him. i love hanger wars and the fact that we act like we're married. nikki came into town this past weekend. i miss that girl. we definitely had fun saturday night lYk whOa. phil was nuts but we went to steaknshake and it was a blast. i definitely get paid today so i'm pretty excited :) and there's this really effing awesome boy i'm hanging out with tonight. they came and visited me at work last night and stayed about an hour. i think we're going thrifting. or maybe somewhere else amusing. ciran n mandie came to visit me at work the other day. along with black metal john. ilovethem. they are the best times a million. but i think i'm gonna go get ready for school now. ily. :) .:♥britt♥:. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2005|02:41 pm] |
haven't updated..thought i would.
i've been working at target constantly. love itt.it's great. it's fun..♥ show at the vfw last night
chella was definitely my date. twas a good time got to hangout with megan for the first time.. since we were grounded after homecoming which is a story all in itself.so i came home last night my mom smelled my hands (smoke check) and said i smelled like pot. i told her to get a home drug test and i'm sure she'd be pleased with the results. she believed me. which is good cause my mom thinking i'm smoking pot is the last thing i need. so my grades are shit. which better not mean i have to quit my job or i'm screwed and i will most likely go into a deep depression and possibly die. i get my car next month. woot. going out for food tonight with chella tony and luke. fucking cute. if you get bored tonight come visit me :) target on mecham and higgins. go into the fitting room ask if i'm working just that simple :) megan craig jp kk and mike went to six flags today :( i gotta work..but it's okay afterwards will be fun. so i guess that is that..hope you enjoyed this really gay entry there is no point but..oh well.:♥britt♥:. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:27 pm] |
today sucked
so i apologize if i'm not myself tomorrow
wow 2nd day.
ain't love grand.
♥ |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|09:25 am] |
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last night kicked too much ass. me megan and nick went to the mall, then taco bell, then cosmic bowling. it was awesome we had so much fun then i came home and talked to nick oh here and supriseeeeeee uhhh me n him are together <3 we talked till about...5 in the morning. it was awesome i'm gonna go now. because i have crap to do ♥ |
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| help please? |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|01:21 am] |
i was told my hair was vile and that i should shave and start over. so in otherwords..i need major help.
( five ) |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|03:34 am] |
so i'm online and adam im's me and calls me fake.
he's a fucking idiot. we can't even be friends.
why? because he acts like he's four.
so i ask him why he can't say stuff when he's alone but all of a sudden grows balls when alex is there and he's drunk. i got no answer. go figure. dumbass.
i'm done. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2005|03:57 am] |
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what the fuck do you do when your friend tells you his bestfriend since he was 3 died and the last thing he said to him was you hypocritical bastard before punching him in the face
what do you do when this person is one of the only people that makes you feel like they care
what do you do when he tells you he was brutally assaulted for the 5th time for the fact that he's bi.
what do you say to someone who's big brother was murdered in front of his face.
what do you say when he tells you his brother told him to run and pushed him away before he was beaten and stabbed to death and he did. and now feels it's his fault HE COULDN'T RUN FAST ENOUGH BACK TO SAVE HIM.
what do you do when you find out this boy has told every fuck that has ever called you ugly that you're fucking gorgeous
what do you do when this boy drinks away his pain every night because he doesn't have his best friend anymore.
or when he is upset because he walks into a party and guys call him a flaming fag JUST TO MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE SHIT.
wouldn't be so bad if this boy stuck up for himself. but he lets them.
what do you do when this boy tells you he has cancer and he's scared.
what do you tell him when he talks to you about his death at the age of 21
yourfavoritebandisbad: and I was screaming at them to stop. I screamed and I yelled and I hit them and I pushed them
yourfavoritebandisbad: but there were just to many of them
yourfavoritebandisbad: and they kept saying "BRANDON STOP THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU" and they said "GO HOME BRANDON THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU" and I kept trying to get to him and they wouldn't let me get to him and finally the guy said "take him down" and the went at me and they hit me and they had me on the ground and they picked him up by the back of the neck and they held him up in front of me and they said "take a hard look Brandon, because you'll ALWAYS remember this night, and you'll always remember what happens to fags"
yourfavoritebandisbad: and then
yourfavoritebandisbad: and they shot him in the head
emptyxpromises13: i'm so sorry.
yourfavoritebandisbad: and I screamed and I tried to get loose and they just pinned me down and I screamed and I screamed and I cried and the guy told them to let me go and they let me go and I got up and I ran to Denny as though...there was some way he was still alive and they were standing around him and they were LAUGHING they were LAUGHING AT HIM and I pushed them and I screamed at them, and then I felt a pain in my back and I blacked out.
yourfavoritebandisbad: "Go home Brandon this isn't about you"
yourfavoritebandisbad: some people are so. stupid.
yourfavoritebandisbad: wasn't about me. Like hell it wasn't about me. anything about Denny was about me. He was my best friend.
yourfavoritebandisbad: he was the first boy I ever kissed.
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU SAY TO THAT?????
what do you say when he leaves you speechless. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|11:55 pm] |
Name the first 20 people you know:
1. jess
2. megan
3. steve
4. andy
5. nick
6. will
7. sarah
8. miguel
9. scott
10. sherwood
11. rachael
12. stephan
13. oscar
14. jerry
15. ryan
16. katie
17. mike B
18. adam
19. whitford
20. lukie
Then, fill this out according to the people you chose!!
1. Who is 8 going out with: nobody..that i kno of
2. Is 9 a boy or a girl: boy
3. Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple: hmm i'm thinkin NO
4. How about 18 and 4: that would be ODD
5. What job does 17 have?: working in the fruit section at dominicks. lol
6. When was the last time you talked to 12: sunday or monday. not sure which
7. What is 6's favorite band: slipknot? or so i think
8. Does 1 have any siblings: don't think so
9. Would you ever date 3: nope
10. Would you ever date 7: ahaha oh dear we'd be one hell of a couple
11. Is 15 single: umm i think so
12. What's 16's last name: pepeeeeeeeee
13. What's 5's middle name?: dunno
14. What's 10's fantasy: good question...
15. Would 14 and 19 make a good couple: umm heck no. tho jerry would like the anal
16. What school does 20 go to? do they work?: forreston and i really should call that kid
17. Tell me a random fact about 11: we used to be best friends
18. And 1: she's fun as hell..and like..4'9
19. Have you ever had a crush on 16: well duhhh lol
20. Where does 9 live: schaumburg
21. What's 4's favorite color: dunno
22. Would you makeout with 17:ahaha no
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?: they dont kno eachother
24. Does 7 like 20: don't kno eachother
25. Does 8 like 19:ooh i sure hope not
26. How did you meet 15?: umm forsworn
27. Does 10 have any pets: i think so
28. Have you ever given 3 a hug: yepp
29. Is 13 the sexiest person alive: well duhh
30. Have you seen 6 naked: pfft YEA. ok not really.
31. Has 4 kissed 11: nopeeee
32. Where does 7 want to get married: in a bakery. heck if i kno
33. Does 17 like to masterbate: DUH
34. What should 12 stop doing: hitting on me
35. What should 20 start doing more often: being home when i call
36. Have you ever thought about 9 naked: eeew no!
37. If you were with 18 right now, where would you go: shooting range. i'd let him be the target :D
38. Have you ever seen 3 drunk: nope and never will
39. If you and 11 were the last people alive, would you reproduce: damn. not possible
40. What's something strange that 7 does?: heck if i know she's goofy
41. What celebrity does 8 look like: woah. no idea
42. Does 10 remind you of anything: culvers.
43. What do you love the most about 14: doesn't feed you bullshit
44. Would 10 and 13 make cute babies: most definitely
45. What do 1 and 14 have in common: they both make me laugh. bigtime
46. Has 2 ever seen you cry: nope
47. When is 11's birthday: feb. something
48. Has 5 ever liked 18: nope
49. Does 2 have any hidden talents:umm hmm i don't know
50. If you were hanging out with 19, what would you guys do: probably beat him up. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|12:45 am] |
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| [ | music |
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*awesome*
- drivers ed
+ quick nap
+ jess drove me home
+ Erin picked me up
+ went mallin with nick and steve
+ soo much fun
- fishy died (moment of silence for fatty)
- steve is gone for two weeks
- funeral for my aunts dad. he died too.
+ nick and i are gonna hang this weekend
- jess is gonna be in michigan for a little over a week
:( i'm gonna miss her!!!!!
the end ♥ |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|03:12 am] |
things are changing like crazy
most are good
some i'm keeping to myself
megan and scott are in wisc so that sucks
me n melissa hung out today it was so fun
will we better hang out this summer
kt i hope you're in my drivers ed!
nikki come see me!
sarah u and cory=adorable
those are all my messages.
i want to forget things right now
and some peoples entries kinda make me feel shitty
even tho they shouldn't
i don't really like this thing anymore.
gets me down.
so yea.
maybe
i'll change
my mind
later. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|04:35 pm] |
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a - age you got your first kiss: 12
b - band listening to right now: postal service
c - crush: yea
d - dad*s name: will
e - easiest person to talk to: jerry
f - favorite band at the moment: atreyu
g - gummy worms or gummy bears?: gummy worms
h - hometown: schaumburg
i - instruments: bass
j - high school: schaumburg
k - kids: none??
l - longest car ride ever: cali to illinois then to nc when i was like 1
m - mom*s name: cassie
n - nicknames: britterz, chubs, cheezwhiz
o - one wish: live a happy life
p - phobia[s]: feet
q - quote: " there will a point in your life when you will realize who matters, who doesn't, who won't anymore, and who always will"
r - reason to smile: people
s - song you sang last: iono.
t - time you woke up [today]: 5:40
u - unknown fact about me: my feelings get hurt easily.
v - vegetable you hate: peas
w - worst habit(s): nail biting
x - x-rays you've had: collar bone.
y - yummy food: mashed potatoes
z - zodiac sign: leo
I AM: a dork
I WANT: love
I HAVE: ears
I WISH: i could find someone
I HATE: lies. betrayal. hurting people
I FEAR: change
I HEAR: la musica
I WONDER: about religion and life in general
I REGRET: nothing. everything happens for a reason
I LOVE: friends n family
I ACHE: when i think about the past
I ALWAYS: try to keep a good outlook on things
I AM NOT: a P I M P
I DANCE: in public. and i suck
I SING: to random people on the phone
I CRY: sometimes
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: poems
I WIN: psht..EVERYTHING. so bring it. lol
I LOSE: myself in thoughts
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: money
I SHOULD: study for finals
YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
x. LIKE TO COOK: yea but not very good
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yea
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: umm..
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yea
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: not really
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: my mom yes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: 4 diff shades of brown n red
EYE COLOR: dark brown
HEIGHT: 5"3
BIRTHPLACE: san diego
FAVORITE
NUMBER: 16
COLOR: pink
DAY: friday
MONTH: eh...
SONG: too many
FOOD: mashed potatoes
SEASON: spring
SPORT: hockey
DRINK: limeade or orangeade
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: yea
HELPED SOMEONE?: maybe?
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yea
GOTTEN SICK?: nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: yea
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: yea
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: livejournal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yea
MISSED SOMEONE?: yea
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yea
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: no
Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: no
2. Bungee jump?: yes
3. Hang glide?: yes
4. Kill someone?: no
5. Kiss someone of the same sex?: no
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: no
7. Parachute from a plane?: yea
8. Walk on hot coals?: no
9. Go out with someone for their looks?: no
10. For their reputation?: no
11. Be a vegetarian?: yes
12. Wear plaid with stripes?:..there's something wrong with that? ha
13. IM a stranger?: yes
14. Sing Karaoke?: yea not alone tho
15. Get drunk off your ass?: no
16. Shoplift?: no
17. Run a red light?: no
18. Star in a porn video?: no
19. Dye your hair blue?: possibly
20. Be on Survivor?: no
21. Wear makeup in public?: yes
22. Not wear makeup in public?: yes
23. Cheat on a test?: no
24. Make someone cry?: not on purpose
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: yes
26. Stay up all night?: yes
EVER BEEN...
Arrested: no
Hand Cuffed: no
Scared: yes
Depressed: yes
In Love: yea
Confused: yes
In a Fight: yes
Contact Fight: yes
In Debt: yes
Sick: yes
In the hospital: cha
Insomniac: yes
On illegal drugs: yea
Drunk: yea. :/
High: yea
On Tv: no
On Probation: no
Under House Arrest: no
Grounded: yes
Threatened: yes
Happy: yes
Too busy: yes
Hurt: yes
Ignored: yes
EVER FEEL...
Ugly: yes
Lost: yes
Forgotten: yes
Used: yea
Clueless: yes
Dumb: yes
Fat: yes
Helpless: yes
Ruined: no
Pretty: no
Loved: yes
Annoying: yes
ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: meat
Love/Money: love
Family/Career: family
Fat/Skinny: fat
Busy/Lazy: lazy
Car/Bike: car
Summer/Winter: summer
Beach/Mountain: mountain
Travel/Work: travel
Lover/Friend: friend
Right/Wrong: right
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend
WHAT IF...
You were rich: hmm..iono. buy alotta stuff i probably wouldn't need
You were robbed: i'd get over it
You were deaf: what? ok not funny. umm..i really dunno
Any one dream could come true: know what people are thinking
You had one wish: lead a damn good life |
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| nikki says i have to do this so here goes... |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|12:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | bane | ] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. britt
2. britterz
3. cheezwhiz (nikki)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. xxbrittxlittlexx
2. nirvanafreek something or other
3. emptyxpr0mises13
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. hair sometimes
2. umm..eyes?
3. oki i'm done
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. everything else but hair and maybe eyes?
2. yep
3. uh..
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. irish!
2. german!!
3. wee little cherokee indian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. being alone
2. getting old
3. yah
4 OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. shower
2. friends
3. music
4. sleep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. clothes
2. watch
3. neclaces
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. atreyu
2. eighteen visions
3. everytime i die
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (of the moment):
1. don't phunk with my heart. dude it's so catchy
2. some song by metric..forget what it's called..hmm..
3. unearth failure
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. trust
2. love
3. honesty
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. talkin
2. write
3. listen to la musica
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. umm not be bored.
3. get finals over with
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. cosmetology
2. psychology
3. possibly photography
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. germany
2. ireland
3. canada
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. straighten things out with my dad
2. find someone who loves me as much as i love them
3. go to germany
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i laugh at gross things
2. i wouldn't be caught dead in a skirt
3. i umm..totally have a penis. ahaha
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i almost always do my hair
2. feelings get hurt kinda easily
3. i like boys
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. johnny depp to the maxx
2. umm...
3. jack black..?
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. whoever
2. wants
3. to. |
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| don't phunk with my ♥ |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atreyu | ] |
i stare into your eyes. what i see is betrayal.
i've kept my mouth shut. my feelings have set sail.
someone's been hurt. who will be next.
tell me what happens when trust is put to the test.
will we all simply fade into things that once were?
or come face to face with deceit, for which there is no cure.
were waiting for what's next, merely standing off to the side.
watching buildings fall around you everything has died.
the sun is now falling, this day we musn't haste.
we're still left standing. to you we're waste.
remember us now, remember my face.
i'm walking away.seems i'm just taking up space.
with each step a tear falls from my cheek,
never did i think i could feel so weak.
*the end*
it needs work..but drop me a comment and tell me what you think. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:37 pm] |
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i'm confused. and i need a magic 8 ball for this one. <33 |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|12:22 am] |
here's what's been going down.
only a few forsworn shows left before they leave. i will miss them terribly
jessi and i barely talk anymore
usually i'm at home or with megan and scott
my stepdad is an asshole
if i forget to take out the trash one more time no car for brittney
i'm irresponsible
i've quit smoking
i have no father.
i miss amanda.
my family is fucked.
my aunt is a crazy bitch.
everyone is having problems in their life right now i'm doing everything i can to help
i feel completely awkward in situations that have always been normal before.
i'm waay confused about friends right now
i'm meeting alotta new people who happen to be freakin awesome
only a few more days left of school can be a good or bad thing
some people kinda suck right now.
melissa gets off grounded sat. i miss hanging out with her
things have changed and i'm not sure how feel about them yet.
but god forbid i open my mouth and cause waves.
but all in all i'm ok.
people are doing much worse off than i
so i don't care
*the end* |
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[May. 13th, 2005|05:34 pm] |
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got busted smoking again. i won't be online or going anywhere for a very long while. no cell no nothing. so if you do smoke don't get caught this shit isn't worth it. i'm quitting. for good. |
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